LIVING WEB OF DESPAIR 4.2.75<\/p>\n
Living web of despair<\/p>\n
which end where or<\/p>\n
is there any<\/p>\n
end to end inbetweens<\/p>\n
to go and from<\/p>\n
and come and to<\/p>\n
the while in deepest shades<\/p>\n
restless uncertainty<\/p>\n
criss crossed corridors<\/p>\n
from where to where<\/p>\n
to move away the same<\/p>\n
as but to stay stagnant<\/p>\n
except for the \u201cmaybe\u201d<\/p>\n
in moving.<\/p>\n
Rainbow ribbons running down 5.2.75<\/p>\n
the dusty windowpane<\/p>\n
patterns of a passing rain<\/p>\n
songs of outside glimmer<\/p>\n
sparkling noon alive<\/p>\n
in every vibrant whisper<\/p>\n
an invitation to share<\/p>\n
golden destiny with light.<\/p>\n
The neglected room<\/p>\n
in gloom looks out and stays<\/p>\n
the door locked from outside<\/p>\n
the window with bars.<\/p>\n
Myself bent 5.2.75<\/p>\n
in another direction<\/p>\n
my efforts spent<\/p>\n
restrainingself<\/p>\n
to mount the steps<\/p>\n
of parent’s, teacher’s<\/p>\n
friend’s, lover’s,<\/p>\n
professor’s, superior’s,<\/p>\n
god’s(?) expectations!<\/p>\n
Myself spent<\/p>\n
in other’s expectations<\/p>\n
no longer bent<\/p>\n
but straight-<\/p>\n
lost now<\/p>\n
my own direction.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
LIVING WEB OF DESPAIR 4.2.75 Living web of despair which end where or is there any end to end inbetweens to go and from and come and to the while in deepest shades restless uncertainty criss crossed corridors from where to where to move away the same as but to stay stagnant except for the … <\/p>\n